珍惜拥有的

Saturday, January 31, 2009 ♥

I've stopped counting cause i dont know when will it stop ...
For it may take awhile , but i still hope for it .

You were something i wished , i want you back .

Thursday, January 29, 2009 ♥

Ten days passed .

Since it happen ,
Has already been ten days .
It was very negative .
You once required familiarity,
Unable to give that ,
Nevertheless presently trying .

'I loved you, but maybe I did too much'

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 ♥

Nine days passed .

Express your feelings
Overcome your courage
Shed off the mistake
Chase after your dreams
Never to believe in failing
Thats my way of style

I will make it happen , wait for me ...

Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ♥

Eight days passed .

Only angbao was great .
Others are still blank .
The prediction for relationship on monkey seems good .
But will it be true ?

Never to do the same mistake ...

Monday, January 26, 2009 ♥

Seven days passed .

A new year
A new beginning
To forget all mistake
And have a new start
To forgive and forget

Its a new year ,
but an end for us .

Sunday, January 25, 2009 ♥

Six days passed .

Things goes up and down .
But still have the same ending .
Trying to ease my mind .
Concentrade and focus to change .

I will understand more ...

Saturday, January 24, 2009 ♥

Five days passed .

I know I know too.
It just doesn't seems my way.
Hard days.

Wish you knew.

Friday, January 23, 2009 ♥

Four days passed .

Does seems something absent from myself
Either way was a losing trend
Or was that something that was in stealth
Not what would be with me in the end.

I'm not me

Thursday, January 22, 2009 ♥

Three days passed .

My heart is still as bitter
Every word carries grief
Everything seems so brief
Just like a , flash .

The first message of 2009 ,
Written to have everything forgotten ,
and I seem to have been forgotten,

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ♥

Two days passed .

Things have gone afar ...
Seeing things i never seen before .
Feeling things i never felt before .
Why only start all this now .
A show for me to see ?
Bands stole my position , things you never had said before happen on bands ...
Why ... Why just do all this now .
Why i don't see them happening to me instead ...
Thanks some juniors to talk with me :) .
Appreciated .

Time can never be reversed the way i wanted .
Only future awaits ...

Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ♥

One day passed ...

Nothing felt better in anyway .
Maybe I'm still dreaming hoping it back .
But i knew its impossible .
Never to mention anything about the past .
I forbid myself form doing so .
Why should i been suspicious ?
Why should i think so stupidly ?
Why things did not end my way ?
Why must things end up in a cruel way ...

How i wish things we could start anew .
All over again .

Monday, January 19, 2009 ♥

When to stay over at cousin house .
Felt so much better than staying at home all alone .
Searching my misery for myself .
Bad thoughts making me unable to sleep well .
At least i had someone to talked with when I'm at cousin house .
Sneak out with his bike but was caught .
Just because of me trying to deliver things to you , i make someone else family quarrels ...
So i when on writing , writing our problems out so we could solve it .
We when on our trip from Eunos to Changi .
Injuries all over our legs due to uneven platform .
We even lost our way at Changi business park .
But still we carried on riding till we reach our destination .
All was tired , and all came so far just for me to put that notes outside your house .
Number of dark roads leading to canals , number of speeding cars , uneven platform .
Anyone of us could just ended our life during that trip .
Sacrificing their time , thier energy , their money ...
I was totally grateful to all of you .
But was just dissapointing to tell you guys that , things did not end the way i wanted .
So i found out the truth of how much you been hating me .
The number of tolerance you had on me .
But at last , i know the truth of you to me ...
I was just but another friend you had .
Can't even compare with your online friends .
I've heard all sorts of advise but what does it exist when everything is over .
You shown me a hack care towards this .
And just came into conclusion before asking .
You don't even felt sad at all ...
It meant that you had already someone else in mind .
Someone who you think can be better .
Far much better than what i can reach ...

Its over , things are over .
Never like before .
You've grown popular ...
And it was all my fault .
Totally nothing to blame on you .
Things that you did are not wrong .
It was just my immature mindset .
Just two words from you ...
I cried , how about you ?

Saturday, January 17, 2009 ♥

Words from me to you , silent yet hurting .
Gift from me to you , sincere yet unreceivable .
Laughters made by you , disappeared in the night .
Selfless thoughts of me , juvenile and provoking .
Features that i saw , i hope I'm blind .
Words that i heard , i hope I'm deaf .
Promises made by us , soon fade from our minds .
Secrets kept from me , will soon be reveal .
Lies created by you , shall come to light .
The heart we shared , have already been broken .

Saturday, January 3, 2009 ♥

Alright .
Does not want to psot much but just pictures .
While working a prettey girl came to me and say , HI 5 come on !
Dam i should have say A HUG COME ON !
Taiyong was jealous ... O:
When to work on the 31st dec 2008 at clarke quey for the new year .
Was suppose to pull a string so that balloons will drop down .
And my best present on 00.00 1 jan 2009 is !!!!!
The fucking string broke and the balloon fail to drop .______.
After work walk pass a bridge at clarke quey .
After reaching the other end , i had become a snowman ...
People there were spraying the snow foam thing ... Zzz
On the following day went to grandma house and to KTV at KATONG !
Not typing anymore , i am boredddd ...