Monday, January 19, 2009
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When to stay over at cousin house .Felt so much better than staying at home all alone .
Searching my misery for myself .
Bad thoughts making me unable to sleep well .
At least i had someone to talked with when I'm at cousin house .
Sneak out with his bike but was caught .
Just because of me trying to deliver things to you , i make someone else family quarrels ...
So i when on writing , writing our problems out so we could solve it .
We when on our trip from Eunos to Changi .
Injuries all over our legs due to uneven platform .
We even lost our way at Changi business park .
But still we carried on riding till we reach our destination .
All was tired , and all came so far just for me to put that notes outside your house .
Number of dark roads leading to canals , number of speeding cars , uneven platform .
Anyone of us could just ended our life during that trip .
Sacrificing their time , thier energy , their money ...
I was totally grateful to all of you .
But was just dissapointing to tell you guys that , things did not end the way i wanted .
So i found out the truth of how much you been hating me .
The number of tolerance you had on me .
But at last , i know the truth of you to me ...
I was just but another friend you had .
Can't even compare with your online friends .
I've heard all sorts of advise but what does it exist when everything is over .
You shown me a hack care towards this .
And just came into conclusion before asking .
You don't even felt sad at all ...
It meant that you had already someone else in mind .
Someone who you think can be better .
Far much better than what i can reach ...
Its over , things are over .
Never like before .
You've grown popular ...
And it was all my fault .
Totally nothing to blame on you .
Things that you did are not wrong .
It was just my immature mindset .
Just two words from you ...
I cried , how about you ?
